Wednesday, 18 January 2012

  • "I won't be your consolation prize. I love you, and you're either going to love me back or leave me alone."

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    I'm sorry my insecurities ruin everything.

    "Did I do anything wrong today," he said, "or has the world always been like this and I've been too wrapped up in myself to notice?"

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    I was waiting for something extraordinary to happen but as the years wasted on nothing ever did unless I caused it.

    Silence is a girl's loudest cry, you know shes
    really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

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    Sometimes the road ahead is paved with anything but good intentions.

Friday, 16 December 2011

  • I've been dating the same wonderful guy for one year and one month. He is a good guy. A little over protective but a good guy, and I love him. The guy I was seeing before him broke my heart. This guy is a U.S. Marine. And he quit talking to me thinking it would make a cleaner break before he left for training. He wrote me on Facebook today saying he is heading off to Afghanistan in a couple of weeks and would like to get coffee while I'm home for Christmas. I know that my boyfriend wouldn't like it if I seen him. But if something were to happen to him, I would regret it for the rest of my life. What do I do?






    Never let success get to your head, and never let failure get to your heart.

    Love is fragile. And we're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can. And hope this fragile thing survives against all odds.

    Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them.

    "I believe in love, lust, sex, and romance. I don't want everything to add up to the perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion and heat and madness. I want it all."

    Monsters are real. They live inside us. And sometimes they win.

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

  • Fuckk off

    Give me a few hours to remember what being sober feels like.

     

    'He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream, and he sometimes wondered whose it was, and whether they were enjoying it'

    you walked away knowing i wasn't okay. and i realized: i was never worth it to you.

     

    whatever doesn’t kill you,
    you will probably try again.

    You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. I t's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.

     

    so maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world, because in the end, everyone gets hurt.

    When I look back, I miss the hope I used to have. The sense of passion and the meaning, 'cause I'm not the same.

     

    I'm not like a car you can fix up.
    I'm never gonna run right.

Friday, 20 August 2010

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    "I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes I feel like we're more than friends, and sometimes I feel like I've never known you at all."

    Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

    It's hard to be the one always waiting. I mean, there's something to be said for the hero who charges off to battle, but when you get right down to it, there's a whole story in who's left behind.

    no i can't take one more step towards you because all that's waiting is regret..

    See that girl?  Over there with the broken smile. Yeah, she has been hung up on you for as long as I can remember. She does everything and anything just to make you notice her. Even the tiniest form of attention from you would make her entire day. One text from you could make her smile for hours. She would stand by your side through anything. Above and beyond, you name it, she will try her best. Guess that doesn't mean too much to you because by the time you even give her the time of day she will be off with some other boy who appreciates everything she does.

Thursday, 29 July 2010

  • Here's to the hopeless romantics out there. And here's to the broken hearted, who though torn apart, still have hope:

     

     

    "When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you. I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you and how nothing else matters."

    I'm such a sucker for those eyes.
    They've got me permanantly paralyzed.
    You have my heart under attack.
    You give me shivers down my back.
    Do you have to walk the way you do?
    I get weak just watching you.

     

    You're inches from my finger tips,
    I've come as close as I can get.
    I'm reaching, but the rest is up to you.
    I don't ever want to miss
    lying here with you like this.

    "He's not around much, it's true. But when he is around, it's like the lights dim everywhere else. You know how it's like that with some guys?"

     

    We just laid there while he told me
    how much he loved me without saying anything.
    And if there ever was a more perfect
    day in the history of time...
    it wasn't one I've heard about.


    In chaos, I found you. Then in you, I found chaos.

     

    I would never ask you for
    anything except all you have,
    and whatever is left after that.

    and some days make me feel weak and shaky
    some fly right by me like a paper airplane
    and I hardly notice that the world's gone crazy
    nothing's clearer than the way you say my name

     

    I know I've been a liar and I know I've been a fool.
    I hope we didn't break yet, but I'm glad we broke the rules.
    My cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through.
    I cover my eyes, still all I see is you.

    Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.